Deadlock - This Winter Days's Magic текст песни

this winter day"s magic seems not to be noticed by me again… tired and uninspired* oh yes the song I listen to says so much* but is it really my fault should I be more open-hearted* should I completely change myself to start being loved by people I don"t love* or should I always smile and start talking to those people* but I hate those conversations those I hope they soon run dry* and the circle seems to close itself* apathy spreads it"s wings* this winter day"s magic seems not to be noticed by me again….so I wait for your call because I need you there* but the phone doesn"t ring* depression embrace my soul* frustration tears my heart again and again…