Reisa L. Gerber - Love Lost текст песни

I have a love lost
I'm still in love with my last boyfriend
But he wasn't good to me-
I took care of his children,
Took them to school-
Dressed them up in beautiful clothes...
Everyday of the week,
And only God knows
Why he was so cruel to me.
He was totally straight, or so people think-
But he would come home at night,
Maybe smoke a joint or have a drink-
I made gourmet dinners every night,
And I was using, just to spite,
To keep it together
To cope with my darkest blues
And my blackest night-
My figure was perfect, my clothes petite,
It was so nice to be elite.
We lived in Queens, in Ozone Park,
One of the boroughs in the city of New York-
I'll never get over the emotional scars.
It is years since I've seen him,
And I miss him so,
And when I meet Mister Right,
Maybe three times down the road,
We'll stay together, him andme,
A Heartbeat away from a thrill,
That I thought was gone.