FlyLeaf - Penholder текст песни

I feel your eyes crawling over me
As though I am something more than me
But I dont have anything good enough to say
I did not make myself this way

Ill show you what he did,
But I wont take the credit
Its not mine anyway
I just held the pen that day

And I dont deserve this
This time right now
Its not something for which I can take the bow
And I dont deserve this
It wasnt me
I cant take glory for something that I cant be
I dont deserve this

I know what perfection is like
And I cannot stand before its might
And Im so far from what you think that I must be
I just drown myself in mercy

Ill show you what he did,
But I wont take the credit
Its not mine anyway
I just held the pen that day

And I dont deserve this
This time right now
Its not something for which I can take the bow
And I dont deserve this
It wasnt me
I cant take glory for something that I cant be
I dont deserve this

This time right now
Its not something for which I can take the bow
I dont deserve this

And all the art that I supposedly create
Is simply a faded reflection of something Hes already made

And I dont deserve this
This time right now
Its not something for which I can take the bow
And I dont deserve this
It wasnt me
I cant take glory for something that I cant be
I dont deserve this

I dont deserve this