Offspring - self esteem текст песни

I wrote her off for the tenth time today

And practice all the things I would say

But she came over

I lost my nerve

I took her back and made her dessert

Now I know Im being used

Thats okay man cause I like the abuse

I know shes playing with me

Thats okay cause I got no self esteem

We make plans to go out at night

I wait till 2 then I turn out the light

All this rejections got me so low

If she keeps it up I just might tell her no

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When shes saying that she wants only me

Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends

When shes saying that Im like a disease

Then I wonder how much more I can spend

Well I guess I should speak up for myself

But I really think its better this way

The more you suffer

The more it shows you really care

Right? yeah yeah yeah

Now Ill relate this little bit

That happens more than Id like to admit

Late at night she knocks on my door

Drunk again and looking to score

Now I know I should say no

But thats kind of hard when shes ready to go

I may be dumb

But Im not a dweeb

Im just a sucker with no self esteem

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