Megadeth - Something that i'm not текст песни

Your mind tells you that
you've lost your confidence.
You're drifting and you
don't believe in anyone.
To lose what little you have
left to be proud of.
Afraid you can't do this again.

You said that nothing come in-between us.
The way of getting things we wanted done.
Then enissophobia held you under it's influence
until you compromised your style.

Everything about you has been
one big charade.
What will you do now
that the well's run dry? Cry?
To sell out all your friends
and stab them in the back.
It's something that you are,
It's something that I'm not.

When you force me into
doing what you love.
Mark my words no one
loves you very much, (yeah mark 'em)
And when you tried to change me
and tried to replace me
I couldn't help but end just hating you, hmm!

Being a fraud can only last so long you should know
Till what you sensed as a child returns, you little baby
To choke out the voice
That told you "money and the fame"
would fill the crater that you dug for yourself.

Unlike you, I'm no vision to myself, lest you forget,
You didn't ever make Metal, but Metal made you.
To crush and run over everyone along the way
It's something that you are; it's something that I'm not.

A stranger to yourself, ha! ya pissed me off again.
I won't be driven by your needs anymore.
What you'd come to do or be is clear to see for me.
It's something that you are, it's something that I'm not.

It makes me sick to hear you say you "love me"
I know you only love what I can do for you.
If you were the one that was leading a charge
Would you notice if I missed a day or two?
But that's impossible

We all laughed at the parodies
that you've become.
Now your pain slowly paid back has begun.
So accept my resignation
or in your words, "betrayal"
Before it gets much worse
End this self-sabotage.

Something I'm not, something that you are.
Something I'm not, something that you are.
Something that I'm not... Yet.