Matthew Sweet - Behind The Smile текст песни

I havent been a good friend

For a long long time

You know I wasnt happy

Behind the smile

Anywhere you look

A reason to believe

But I think of what it took

To bring me to my proper place

And I havent been a good friend

For a long long time

I havent been a good friend

While youve been mine

Now am I by your side

Or standing in your way

cause if this is a sign

I dont know what its sposed to mean

And I havent been a good friend

For a long long time

I havent been a good friend

While youve been mine

I have seen my perfect day

I have watched it fade away

You know Im fighting to be real

I havent been a good friend

For a long long time

You know I havent been happy

Behind the smile