Linkin Park - By Myself 1 текст песни

What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly??
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?

Do I sit here and try to stand it,
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get flooded by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?

Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin.
I make the right moves but I'm lost within.
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again.

By myself, I ask "Why?", but in my mind,
I find I can't rely on myself.
I ask "Why?", but in my mind,
I find I can't rely on myself.

I can't hold on
(To what I want when I'm stretched so thin)
It's all too much to take it.
I can't hold on
(To anything, watching everything spin)
With thoughts of failure sinking in.

If I turn my back, I'm defenseless.
And to go blindly seems senseless.
If I hide my pride and let it all go on, then they'll
Take from me 'til everything is gone.

If I let them go, I'll be outdone.
But if I try to catch them, I'll be outrun.
If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer,
Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer.

By myself, I ask "Why?", but in my mind,
I find I can't rely on myself.
I ask "Why?", but in my mind,
I find I can't rely on myself.

I can't hold on
(To what I want when I'm stretched so thin)
It's all too much to take it.
I can't hold on
(To anything, watching everything spin)
With thoughts of failure sinking in.

How do you think, I've lost so much?
I'm so afraid, I'm out of touch.
How do you expect, I will know what to do?
When all I know is what you tell me to.

Don't you know, I can't let you how to make it go?
No matter what I do, how hard I try,
I can't seem to convince myself why
I'm stuck on the outside.

I can't hold on
(To what I want when I'm stretched so thin)
It's all too much to take it.
I can't hold on
(To anything, watching everything spin)
With thoughts of failure sinking in.