Joseph Arthur - ashes everywhere текст песни

Ill be silent in my solitude

Cant find my smile or my gratitude

Im afraid of what I might do

cause theres no me

If theres no me and you

I wish that I could open up your eyes

To feel the sun that burned in your mind

I cant deal with what you have done

Reincarnate I wonder who I might become

With the potential of a loaded gun

I could be as fresh as hard bubble gum

I dont have nothing, now I want me some

First some of you, then some of everyone

Oh darling since youve been away from me

I know how the pins feel in the bowling alley

They say love is something you feel but never see

When I see you I firmly disagree

Im just trying to be all that I can be

Without destroying you

Or joining the army

Your ashes must be blowing everywhere

cause I could still feel you and youre nowhere near

And though you didnt say so I can tell that you still care

We couldve had it all but then nothing is fair

I still think about washing your hair

I wish I couldve washed away all of your despair