Henry Rollins - Shame текст песни

I wonder if you can see

I wonder if you can tell

I wonder if you see through the mask I wear so well

Ill never let you know whats going on inside me

My shame locks me down

All the things I wanted tell you

Are all the things I never will

Every time you reached out to me

All I did was push you away

I cant unchain the beast that screams inside me

I hate it, its what I am

It makes me sick to be so mean

What Ive been and what Ive seen

From top to bottom, I am obscene

It stands in my place

It spits in my face

Shame

You smile I smile back

You ask me how I am I say Im fine

I dont know why Im so torn up inside my mind

The darkness swallows me whole

Dont go too deep, dont ask me why

Dont try to know me, dont make me lie

I wish I didnt know the things I know so well

I try to change but its what I am