Alanis Morissette - Fear of Bliss текст песни

My misery has enjoyed company

And although I have ached

I dont threaten anybody

Sometimes I feel more bigness than Ive shared with you

Sometimes I wonder why I quell when Im not required to

Ive tried to be small Ive tried to be stunted

Ive tried roadblocks and all

My happy endings prevented

Sometimes I feel its all just too big to be true

I sabotage myself for fear of what my bigness could do

Fear of bliss and fear of joyitude

Fear of bigness (and ensuing solitude? )

I could be golden

I could be glowing

I could be freedom

But that could be boring

Sometimes I feel this is too scary to be true

I sabotage myself for fear of losing you

Fear of bliss and fear of joyitude

Fear of bigness (and ensuing solitude? )

This talk of liberation makes me want to go lie down

Under the covers til the terror of the unknown is gone

I could be full

I could be thriving

I could be shining

Sounds isolating

Sometimes I feel this is too good to be true

I sabotage myself for fear of what my joy could do

Fear of bliss and fear of joyitude

Fear of bigness (and ensuing solitude? )